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I preach truth on this site according to the King James Bible.  I've read the Bible many many times and I have realized the truth about salvation.  I am realizing God not only wants a relationship with us but he wants us to read the Bible too.  Above all Christ Jesus died for you and I just ask you to not only get right with God but to accept Jesus Christ and repent of your sins.  Remember repenting means a change of heart.  Also don't forget to pray for our president.
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 January 29, 2020
These are the words no pastor wants to hear.

I wanted to make a post but I am having a very difficult time. The internet was too slow to type. I had to shut down almost every window and restart the computer to get it to respond. In all it took a half hour later to get my computer to even work. Let me say this there is a devil and he is the enemy of God. What I want to write about is that pastors are too young to preach. I have been studying deep into the Bible for 22 years. That includes all ancient translations with intermixed studies of modern Bibles to see the folly with modern Bibles which are all corrupt. I study the King James Bible mostly but I compare the older translations diligently. I have studied a lot of the Greek, Hebrew and Aramaic the language behind the King James Bible. I have made diligent comparisons with the 1388 Wycliffe and with the Latin Vulgate from which it was taken. I have studied the ancient Spanish now I will tear this title up: The Sagragas Escripturus of 1569. I have studied the 1560 and later versions of the Geneva Bible. I have studied the Great Bible of 1541. I have compared word searches of a lesser extent to the Erasmus 1519 Latin New Testament and Latin Vulgate. I have studied the back of the Strong’s Exhaustive Concordance. I bought a Dead Sea Scrolls book and a Dead Sea Scrolls Bible.  I discovered there is a major cover up in Genesis 4:1 which should read:  And Adam knew his wife Eve, who was pregnant by Sammael (Satan), and she conceived and bare Cain, and he was like the heavenly beings, and not like the earthly beings, and she said,
I have gotten a man from the angel of the Lord.  This verse was supposedly "missing" along with Genesis chapter 11.  I have finished reading the  Apocrypha of the Old Testament will be getting into other Apocryphal books. I have studied hours of YouTubes concerning the Bible. There is still a lot of books I need to catch up with. Sadly, I put a lot of studies into man’s false wisdom and including the “white lies” of Ellen G. White. Some of my studies even included the Jehovah’s Wandering Witnesses. I have spent a lot of time in churches so that I am so tired of churches I can’t stand them anymore.  
I am convinced of the following. Pastors that study theology are not well equipped enough to preach without years of experience in the King James Bible and at the bare minimum the Greek Hebrew and Aramaic behind it. I have studied deep at times in the Bible but at other times I have not studied the Bible as I should. I am convinced a pastor needs at least 20-30 year’s experience in the Bible before ever touching the pulpit. I am finding flaw after flaw in church theology. I am mostly studying the King James these days but I have come to the conclusion I am not prepared to preach. While most of what I write is sound doctrine I realize I have sinned and missed the mark. I am still not prepared to preach. I am just beginning to understand the Bible and its deep meaning. Right now, I am deeply studying Isaiah 29-30 Several chapters in Jeremiah and am seeing I need to read it even more. The Bible is just starting to make sense and truly God blinds our eyes from the truth not because we are stupid or ignorant but because lack of experience.  
Now I want to tell you I am no saint. I fail continually to meet up to God’s standards and everyone I mean everyone will learn truth whether they want to or not.  
(Isa 54:13) And all thy children shall be taught of the LORD; and great shall be the peace of thy children.

It is not just memorizing books of the Bible, dates, nations, verses and more it is a relationship with God. That relationship starts with reading the Bible. Maybe with my failing memory I am too hard on myself but I don’t think God wants me to become complacent either. I am a hypocrite but there is more. Some people, and I include myself, have the greater responsibility as Christians than others. The problem is I know I will never be taken seriously. I used to show up to Bible study with the King James and a Strong’s. God help the times I showed up with an even older translation. God help me for teaching Latin or the Wycliffe. I want to say I love God and I know I do but I wonder how God feels about me who I am aiming to please.  
I think a lot of the times we are setting our sites too low for God. We want the fame, the instant gratification that comes with preaching but do you know there were only three preachers mentioned in the Bible. Noah was one, King Solomon and the Apostle Paul the last.  Just like there were only three good kings.  Ecclesiasticus
Chapter 49:4  All, except David and Ezekias and Josias, were defective: for they forsook the law of the most High, even the kings of Juda failed.
Jesus had a separate title. As for one he is the Christ, the anointed of the LORD, and the title of Rabboni. Where do we get the fancy titles from? I just don’t think any of us are qualified and those that are need to look in the mirror as I am doing now. Maybe its too many chiefs and not enough Indians. Maybe its too many Bibles with not enough truth when we have the King James. Maybe it is far too many denominations with too many splits every time a certain pastor sees something different in his or her modern lying Bible or the Bible, they wrote themselves. Maybe there just needs to be a little love and peace. One thing I have learned in the Bible is that God wants us to love each other. Bibles aside churches aside pastors aside maybe God wants us to love each other and to do our best, and here I stand guilty, to forgive one another. I am sorry to tell you this but churches aren’t about fame or money. Its about a King whose name is Jesus. We say salvation is a free thing. Nothing is free. Health care ain’t free, food ain’t free, HUD ain’t free, welfare isn’t free; I mean someone has to pay the price for freedom and that includes freedom. Maybe the JW’s and SDA church should realize if it weren’t for a veteran who served your church might become a place of Muslim worship. My final point is salvation isn’t free either because someone had to pay that price. That provider and savior is LORD Jesus Christ. He paid the price for our sins and before you go around boasting “I’m saved!” realize there is more to the Bible than Romans 10:9 and 10:13. If God wanted us just to be saved maybe we just need salvation cards and not an entire Bible. Maybe if you are a pastor you need to realize that God is a loving God and wants us to stop our differences. You don’t need hundreds of different Bibles all trying to steer you the wrong way. All the denominations are confusion and God:
(1Co 14:33) For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints.

Maybe man with knowledge or not, is trying to direct you the wrong way. Maybe all he cares about is your name, your number in his or her church, and the thickness of your wallet. Maybe this is the reason my computer gave me so much grief because Satan knew this was what I wanted to say. You can’t throw a couple of dollars away in the tithe box and expect your eternity card to be punched. I’ve made one pastor and his church happy with tithe money which I am pertaining to one pastor who became addicted to my wallet. I may not give much but I don’t have much and I did stop giving years ago because I realized the flaws of churches. I’ve heard of pastors making as much as $20,000.00 a year, but if you paid me that in a regular salary you would have some unbelievable sermons: The problem is you would hate my sermons because I don’t tickle ears. I don’t preach the easy way. I preach that life has consequences. I preach that there is death and there is hell. I preach what the King James Bible says by carefully reading it. I preach not to throw away your salvation the day after saying yes to Jesus. For time sakes and capacity sakes I will stop here. Just know you don’t have to give to a pastor to get saved. You don’t have to digest the Bible everyday to get saved. You don’t have to attend a church to get saved. God knows most churches are all wrong anyhow and the pastor that speaks to you. You can have church in the privacy of your bedroom; in fact, you don’t even need a Bible to get you to heaven if you are in some country that banned them. In the midst of chains and a cold prison cell God is there. In the depths of some hellish nightmare buried in sins God is there. God is there in the trenches with you and that includes the Marine behind enemy lines. God is there in sickness and in death, and ready to hear your cries. God is there when the gavel pronounces guilty. God is in your midst everywhere you go because why. Because God is love and we should be love also. And maybe that is the key to the Bible because that is what God is asking, “love.” Amen…

(Joe 2:28) And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:

(Joe 2:29) And also upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out my spirit.

Note the word "afterward."  Most people won't get it until its toooo late.

 You are here not because you wanted to come here.  The page loaded too slow the only reason it's mobile ready is because someone else paid the bill, because this is a low budget, low ranking, slow loading page that isn't up to your standards.  Judging by the dream you just had, or vision, or perhaps a few words from the Almighty God you didn't have a choice.  You do have a choice to read it or not...!  You have a choice to donate or not.  You don't want to because I'm not going to tell you that if you donate you will be financially blessed.  This is not a cool site and I am valued as nothing because I'm here to tell you Christ's blood is being trampled on this holiday season worse than I have ever seen.  I can have a conversation with someone and if I dare say "God bless you" or "Merry Christmas" you risk being hated!  I sat in Carl's Jr. today and in a rage and heard all this Santa garbage and not one Jesus song.  I have been online for 12+ years with websites, and this ministry has been going for 22 years.  I have never received one penny to my ministries though a sister site has received a few small donations over the years but I think my bank account and hosting and domains have costed more than those donations ever provided.  You don't want to hear this.  You want to go back to decorating your "holiday" cookies or decorating your "holiday tree."  

(Jer 10:3) For the customs of the people are vain: for one cutteth a tree out of the forest, the work of the hands of the workman, with the axe.
(Jer 10:4) They deck it with silver and with gold; they fasten it with nails and with hammers, that it move not.

Jesus was conceived on Hanukkah and born on Sukkot!

Nothing is right about what we do; not the wise men ​that came to a house when Jesus was a child and not an infant.

Your modern Bibles are all an abomination and you have a choice to click or click away.

Maybe its the full moon and if you read into Hebrew you can see the below scripture is actually talking about the full moon.

(Pro 7:19) For the goodman is not at home, he is gone a long journey:

(Pro 7:20) He hath taken a bag of money with him, and will come home at the day appointed.

Chapter 39:12  Yet have I more to say, which I have thought upon; for I am filled as the moon at the full.

Chapter 18:26  From the morning until the evening the time is changed, and all things are soon done before the Lord.

​Christ fulfilled Proverbs 7:19-20 twice.  The first time on Sukkot where he came into the world, and the next Passover where he left the world by force.  

​There is a lot here and I realize that.  Pray to God now and see what part of the site our God directs you to.

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​Many mega-churches are built on the backs of hard working men and women.  Often what is said tickles the hearts and more often the wallets into giving your hard earned money; but money won't buy you a place in heaven!

​I too could do the same but I want to please my God, and by pleasing God I have to serve Him first and His beloved Son LORD Jesus Christ. 

​I could tell you everything you wanted to hear and I would get all kinds of money.  I tell you the truth and in the process I haven't received one penny in over 12 years of being online with websites.  A day is coming very soon when you will have to accept the truth or or reject it and the consequences to rejection will be serious.  I believe everything the Bible says is true according to the King James and most other Bibles that predate it.  I do a lot of studies, and even though my memory is fading with age, I know my word well.  I admit I have not read much of the apocrypha and other Bible history books, because I didn't want to take time from God's precious Word.  There is a lot of work to do in the Bible and you can't get it all in, no matter how hard a person works.  I believe I have godly wisdom because I have asked for it many years ago.  God has given me special insight in the Bible though much of it I cannot share because I fear God.  

I will summarize and make this section concise though the rest of this site and attached sites are less important.  The end will come but what I am learning is that God wants to warn people before sudden destruction comes.  I won't give you the verse but the Hebrew verse of Habakkuk 2:3 is a pivotal end time verse and I have studied it well over a thousand times just guessing.  ​In that verse is the word "come."  The Hebrew behind that verse is "bo."  Interesting enough the word is repeated for no apparent reason as "bo, bo."  Could this mean there is a beginning of an end and the end of the end?  I believe so otherwise why is it repeated.  Yes I know sometimes Hebrew words are repeated where the English equivalent is singular.  Another such example is Psalm 68:19 where the word "daily" is repeated in Hebrew.  The only obvious reason for this is that when God's Kingdom rules, God will bless us every second of every day.  

In summary if there is a beginning of the end and the end of the end, the time between is a grace period and it is time to get right with God and call upon his Holy Name.  God's name is not LORD and his name is deeper than Jesus Christ.  There is a special name and just as when Jesus was on earth, many people did not accept him as LORD.  The Bible says both the Father and the Son have special names which have been blotted out of the Bible because many people of old time as well as modern time hate God.  One thing I want to tell you too is that you can't re-write the Bible.  I mean yes if your goal is to translate the Bible into a lesser known language, do it but not as the Passion is written or in a guise that translates into money and pride.  Motives have to be right when serving God just as the following verse states:

​(Gal 1:10) For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ.

We have to have a reason to follow Jesus and that is not because it translates into more business or more friends.  I mean following Jesus is not because it is a cool thing to do, and not just over salvation, it should because we love Jesus for saving us from hell.  We love all of what God says and for God is.  He loves us with an everlasting love, shouldn't we love him back the same?  

God will come soon whether in the air on ground or both we have to get right with him and all that fine print of the Bible's 66 books really does matter.  I have my reasons for what I said.  Let's look at Job 19:25 from the King James 1611 Bible.  

​(Job 19:25) For I know that my Redeemer liueth, and that he shall stand at the latter day, vpon the earth:

The Bible using the King James Version defines who the Redeemer is.  Note that in the following text Redeemer is capitalized.  Also I checked the Hebrew behind each verse Job 19:25 & Isaiah 49:7 and the same Hebrew word is used in both verses.  

(Isa 49:7) Thus saith the LORD, the Redeemer of Israel, and his Holy One, to him whom man despiseth, to him whom the nation abhorreth, to a servant of rulers, Kings shall see and arise, princes also shall worship, because of the LORD that is faithful, and the Holy One of Israel, and he shall choose thee.

You might wonder why redeemer is not capitalized in Job 19:25 in the KJV not to be confused with the KJV 1611 it is because the King James Bible is simplified.  The text is simple to read and God knew there would be a lot of King James Bibles in print.  God wanted to hide the truth from you so you would not know God is the one in the scripture of Job 19:25 of the King James.  Our God isn't going to just give you everything, no rather God has to have you dig for it.  That is because lazy people and that includes those that click and click away will not understand the deep meanings of the Bible.  You actually have to work for the truth.  You won't learn special wisdom from Bill Johnson or Kris V. either.  Repent isn't a penthouse; repent is:  Note you can skip down past these word definitions I just wanted to say repent means a lot more than Ol Boy Bill on the Hill preaches.

A primitive root; properly to sigh, that is, breathe strongly; by implication to be sorry, that is, (in a favorable sense) to pity, console or (reflexively) rue; or (unfavorably) to avenge (oneself): - comfort (self), ease [one’s self], repent (-er, -ing, self).

From H5162; ruefulness, that is, desistance: - repentance.

A primitive root; to turn back (hence, away) transitively or intransitively, literally or figuratively (not necessarily with the idea of return to the starting point); generally to retreat; often adverbially again: - ([break, build, circumcise, dig, do anything, do evil, feed, lay down, lie down, lodge, make, rejoice, send, take, weep]) X again, (cause to) answer (+ again), X in any case (wise), X at all, averse, bring (again, back, home again), call [to mind], carry again (back), cease, X certainly, come again (back) X consider, + continually, convert, deliver (again), + deny, draw back, fetch home again, X fro, get [oneself] (back) again, X give (again), go again (back, home), [go] out, hinder, let, [see] more, X needs, be past, X pay, pervert, pull in again, put (again, up again), recall, recompense, recover, refresh, relieve, render (again), X repent, requite, rescue, restore, retrieve, (cause to, make to) return, reverse, reward, + say nay, send back, set again, slide back, still, X surely, take back (off), (cause to, make to) turn (again, self again, away, back, back again, backward, from, off), withdraw.

From G3326 and G3539; to think differently or afterwards, that is, reconsider (morally to feel compunction): - repent.

From G3326 and the middle of G3199; to care afterwards, that is, regret: - repent (self).

From G3340; (subjectively) compunction (for guilt, including reformation); by implication reversal (of [another’s] decision): - repentance.

Maybe Benny Hinn could help my ministry out but I don't see any true repentance.  He says he's not going to charge for the gospel or something like that.  Bill and Kris may not know this word, but I think one day we all will.  

From G1 (as a negative particle) and a presumed derivative of G3338; irrevocable: - without repentance, not to be repented of.

I'd start my own church but God said there is no more time.  Above I thoroughly researched repent throughout the entire Bible.  If you actually read the Bible which means getting away from your vanity mirror you might find the Bible is quite deep.  I tell you what I am just a little bit upset at people.  If I spoke a soul destroying smooth message I too could go to hell, but I'd have a lot of money.  My soul was bought with a price by Jesus.  I know what it is to serve Satan I want to serve God now. 

I used the King James 1611 here in Job 19:25 because it capitalizes Redeemer where as the King James does not.  The 1560 Geneva follows suit and whether you like it or not the King James is just a beginner Bible not to be confused with the abominable New King James.  The LORD God Almighty will be seen by everyone.  

(Isa 52:10) The LORD hath made bare his holy arm in the eyes of all the nations; and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God.

When our God is revealed then we have to chose to accept Him or whatever other idol you put in God's place.  But I tell you idols don't work and Bill and Kris, the Copeland's, Joyce Meyer, Joel Olstein and so many others and even Benny Hinn though they all would like to think so, they are not God.  Look carefully at the Hebrew behind Joel 2:27.  The word God is Elohim which means God the Son and God the Father are in the midst of us.  

(Joe 2:27) And ye shall know that I am in the midst of Israel, and that I am the LORD your God, and none else: and my people shall never be ashamed.

Do your own Bible studies or if you don't have the time read through what I have written.  I have told the truth to the best of my ability.  The point I am finally getting to is that when the beginning of the end comes you will have a certain short amount of time to get right with God.  If we as a people, including myself because I am still trying to get right with God, all chose the hidden God maybe God will spare us from the Great Tribulation because from what I have studied we have a choice.  I know that was a run on sentence and I am sorry but its late and I'm tired and I am sorry but I'm not perfect either.  Let's look at the God who hides himself.  ​

(Isa 8:17) And I will wait upon the LORD, that hideth his face from the house of Jacob, and I will look for him.

(Isa 45:15) Verily thou art a God that hidest thyself, O God of Israel, the Saviour.

In Isaiah 45:15 the first word God is El or the singular and the second time God is Elohim or plural.  Let me tell you the Son of God Jesus Christ never hid himself so this concludes that the God who hides himself is the Father.  

I conclude with the following two verses:  

(Psa 52:9) I will praise thee for ever, because thou hast done it: and I will wait on thy name; for it is good before thy saints.

​(Joe 2:32) And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the LORD shall be delivered: for in mount Zion and in Jerusalem shall be deliverance, as the LORD hath said, and in the remnant whom the LORD shall call.

If you have read this section, you don't have to read the following section, and find it true or at least thought provoking share it with others.  I have no ability to do this on my own because a false pastor stole this ministries money and almost 13 years later I am finally recovering.  Please God I ask you forgive me from the bad deeds of the money hungry pastor that once robbed this ministry and sealed its fate.  I will stop here because I fear God and I don't want you to get bored with my words that I believe God wanted me to speak here in this section.  


Finished October 23rd at 8:47 pm Pacific Time.


You don't have to tell anyone the truth!  Teach people a good lie and people will flock to you.  Obama did it, Bill on the Hill does it.  People love these guys.  Rewrite the Bible and blot out all but a few books of the Old Testament.  It's okay you can teach people hell doesn't exist.  The Seventh Day Adventists do this as do the Jehovah's Witnesses.  We can all teach lies and tell everyone that your sins are paid for just pay me the pastor.  I'll teach you smooth words so you and I can go to hell in the end.  Its all a good pretty show.  We have expensive lighting, cameras, deafening sound systems and everything but a touch of truth and a whitewashed Bible.  We do it everyday and if I did it too, well I would be rich like you.  The difference is I value poverty over riches and I wasn't the one addicted to my wallet as one sick pastor was who stole all my credit cards and countless dollars.  That could have been my ministry which I was prepared to do and was doing good until my own bitterness set in.  You see when you get stung by one of these prosperity preachers when you are mentally ill it makes it hard to move on and recover especially when you are too ill to work and are on a fixed income.  Enough of that; just realize you are all being lied to by pastors and a corrupt government.  The other day I just finished reading Jeremiah and I thought to myself, I will face persecution by the church for speaking the truth.  I already am facing persecution from you.  You don't read the words I have spoken for God.  You click and click away, but I don't care because I never created these sites for our time.  When the hammer falls and the skies grow dark. you will realize you have been lied to.  See I am fighting the Bible too which promises no true revivals and no truth to get out there because there is a famine in the land for words of truth.  I realize people hate the truth and that is one of the reasons you hate me and hate everything I have to say.  It may not irritate you but it hurt me that one pastor overthrew all my works in the period of less than a year and a half he destroyed my credit and stole all my money.  I can't tell the truth though.  I have to construct a lie to get your money.  No one donates to this ministry because you want to keep it poor and make sure it reaches no one.  Freedom isn't free.  Jesus paid every last drop of blood to ensure you a place in heaven but that doesn't interest you.  No it is false healing by Satan, fire tunnels, destiny cards and honey barrels that drive you to church.   An easy reading Bible and a false lying pastor drives you to give all your money away.  I've seen it in church after church pastors blazing their paths and your paths too straight to hell.  Follow them you must and give your money to them.  It's called freewill.  In the meantime I will continue to preach out here in cyberspace and tell the truth until the appointed time when God brings me up out of this muddy cistern of your hate.  

I tried so hard years ago when I started these websites to do a great gift for God and repent for my mistakes made over two decades ago.  I realize there are others too that have done a great job getting facts straight and rebuking others as needed especially false lying pastors.  People think because of false preaching that giving a lot of money to a church will save them: it won't.  Also churches are preaching what is false and goes against all of God's principles.  This is important because it is a salvation issue.  If one church preaches pure grace, and not that God wants you to be responsible for your own sins, that is serious.  Part of sinning is not reading the Bible on your own but rather spoon feeding it to you.  That was my sin 22 years ago which led to prison because I took everything at face value and never read the Bible myself.  I have some sites that rank high but the reality is no one is clicking on them or spending time on my sites.  I am not into narcissism but rather I feel it is so critical to get the truth out there.  While I see pastors and page one ranking truth bearing Christians getting truth out there most are not using the King James Bible.  This is disturbing and not good.  Even the New King James where a lot of people find it a happy medium it is the gateway drug of modern Bibles.  Even myself I have abused God's time and not read the Apocrypha and a lot of other books such as Josephus which I should have read.  This is my fault because coming from where I should be I am not the Bible expert I could be.  It is more than repentance it is failure on my part because now I don't know the truth like I should.  For that reason I repent to God for not only failing God but failing you.  While I have read the Bible plenty of times even researching original tongues I am not at the level I should be at in my works.  God put me on a mission years ago and I have failed him in the most vile of ways and I am sorry.  Please God forgive me.  

We have drifted so far from the LORD.  Everyone blames the LORD when bad things happen but it is due to our sins.  Just because the government pronounces pot is legal, abortions, gay marriages, and complete hatred for God and the Bible; we still don't have a license to sin.  We think we have a sin-free card but when our own government turns on us after you hand over all your guns we will reap the consequences because the bad guys won't give up their guns.  Don't worry all my guns are gone I'm not that stupid seeing I was a former criminal. Also we don't need too much power in the government because when that happens governments turn on the people.  It's like a vote when one person fails to vote the good guys can lose and then you are stuck with the democrats who seem to want everything as liberal as can be.  Your church can't save you, nor your liberal pastor, Obama isn't going to save you, only Jesus saves and he is returning very soon.  The question is are you ready for Jesus or will you be ashamed when the darkness falls?  It is your choice.  You can keep reading modern Bibles that tell you everything is the easy way, the hell doesn't exist, you can go to church and pay your rich pastor (That doesn't mean you will get rich either.) or you can absorb yourself deep into the King James Bible only to one day realize it ain't that easy.  Strongholds are often built above high cliffs not easy to climb.  Hell has open borders and in this lifetime can come with free health care, and free food food drives, cigarettes booze drugs and free sex however you want it: (There is a contract waiting for you in the end along with a steep payment you can't meet.)  Heaven has restricted access, poverty, shame, embarrassment, and promises that can take your whole life to get to, if you even get to it in this lifetime.  Heaven has promises if you choose Jesus, but realize even Satan believes in Jesus but that won't save him.  Friends there is more to a belief system.  There is more to calling on the LORD.  There is more to Christianity than going to church an hour a week.  There is more to singing in the choir.  There is more to Christianity than Klove or Air1 or your pastor saying that everyone that walks through his doors is saved.  Christian radio can't promise a home in heaven even if you pay your tithe to them.  What promises a home in heaven is more than reading Romans 10:9 and 10:13 and far more than confession of sin or calling on the name of the LORD.  Giving things up that you love isn't easy.  I love Metallica, Def Leopard, Quiet Riot, and Scorpions but I gave it all up 22 years ago because I love Christ a whole lot more.  Now I listen to Christian radio which often is only different in lyrics but not with instruments.  I find a lot of Christian music more noisy than the counter part metal music.  Oh the webs we weave where will it end.  Whether you or I are not careful and realize Christianity is a daily walk you might find an eternity in hell.  God never promised that the road to heaven will be easy to follow.  In fact it is very difficult.  Read your Bible and have a one way talk with God.  Ask him to lead you, ask him to bless the rotten food you and I got at the food bank to our bodies.  Ask him to heal you but then do something for God at the same time.  I am in a crisis right now.  It is so difficult I don't know what to do.  Part of what I do might be sin, while the rest is waiting patiently and asking God to lift my burden which I know he will.  Its all a balance and God promises his scales are fair measurements.  Call on the LORD but realize God never tells you to pray only one time and never do a thing for him ever again.  The road was paved by Jesus but realize sometimes it takes a snowplow to get through.  Life is tough I know this, but it is not impossible either because when you are in the darkest of nights that is when the LORD comes.  Amen...  (Isa 1:13) Bring no more vain oblations; incense is an abomination unto me; the new moons and sabbaths, the calling of assemblies, I cannot away with; it is iniquity, even the solemn meeting.  (Isa 1:14) Your new moons and your appointed feasts my soul hateth: they are a trouble unto me; I am weary to bear them.  (Amo 5:21) I hate, I despise your feast days, and I will not smell in your solemn assemblies. (Amo 5:22) Though ye offer me burnt offerings and your meat offerings, I will not accept them: neither will I regard the peace offerings of your fat beasts. (Amo 5:23) Take thou away from me the noise of thy songs; for I will not hear the melody of thy viols.

Do you really think this excludes your church; think again!  
You read the Bible enough you realize,
what pleases God and what doesn't...
He's not even impressed with your Sabbaths.

When the world says no God says yes!
​If you are here maybe its because God told you to come here.
I am in constant wonder of what will happen in the Bible.  I see one door close and I hope for another to open but it all depends.  Things don't always happen as we like and there are options in the Bible.  On one hand things could end better on the other things could not end at all.  Right now I just hope for an end.  It is like when the Marines land.  We have the capability for an amphibious assault but then it could be with air and or Force Recon.  God can do whatever he wants and it may not necessarily fall into our box we have so carefully constructed for him.  
I almost didn't send the following YouTube to a friend.  I lost my filling my internet stopped working and other bad things happened.  We must recognize that the LORD might be telling you to forward this website to others or at least forward the two Bethel videos.
I just feel like crying but the rage of anger inside me prevents tears from falling.  There is no stopping this crazy system except by the hand of God which only he can do.  I am tired of fighting trying to keep my life and these ministries afloat.  No one ever reads this.  I wrote a poem and had to write it three times because it was destroyed three times:  The title of this poem was "No One Cares!"  I don't even care.  I get more and more worn down as God has created a system that never ends.  I wanted a grace period for my loved ones, but it won't happen.  I don't even know why I created these websites because they don't even matter.  The bottom line and it has been hard to realize this but I accept it now:  NO ONE CARES!!!
Text under construction:  I apologize to you and to God if you actually read this.  I'm working on all of what I really want to say.  I'm real mad at churches right now.  I had an entire paragraph here but I'm just having a hard time right now.  I failed in a big way as a minister of God's Word and I am confessing my sins now and asking for God's forgiveness.  (1Jn 1:9) If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

Click here for part 2 of the above testimony.  I am listening to part 2 now and realizing I've suffered a lot too.  In these last days, and these are the last days (today's date March 19th, 2020) get a Bible and read it.  Don't get a New World Translation because it teaches wrongly.  You don't have much time left.  I have tried to provide inspiration on my sites but the Devil has been lying to me too.  I've got some good posts.  Read my books at  My websites are a mess but my books are good.  Read Love because I put a lot of good thoughts and work in it and its free in pdf.